2008-05-29 - 7:57 a.m.
Thursday morning
Okay, so I haven't had a minute to write lately, and I've had a lot on my mind, but now that I have some time, because Leo finally went into work today, I'm really not so upset anymore.
I think I might be in denial, or a breakdown or something. I wonder if Leo is having one too. I feel like our whole world is going to explode (again) and he doesn't seem to care or be worried about it at all.
Problems (in no particular order):
We have not paid or filed income taxes for many years
We have not paid our property taxes for the house we currently live in
The house we currently live in is not in our name, but we're paying the mortgage, which is in someone else's name
The bank which holds the mortgage has decided that the insurance we got is not in the same name as the mortgage loan, and they don't like that, and asked for immediate clarification, but Leo did not call our insurance guy to figure it out
Leo quit his job over an incident that occurred during a business trip a couple months ago and tomorrow is supposed to be his last day
There isn't going to be enough money coming in to take care of everything we need to pay
He sent out 2000 postcards advertising his business, but has received no calls, about 200 of the postcards have been returned undeliverable
He doesn't let me talk about any of these things with him, which makes me wonder if perhaps he is in denial. All he says is, everything is going to be fine. He says about the property tax, the worst case is they will pay the taxes and increase our mortgage, which, btw, I'm already worried about how we're going to pay that after we have no more income.
I just don't get how he thinks it's fine not to have any money saved up, and no guaranteed income. That just doesn't seem responsible to me at all, and I can't even talk to him about it. The best I can do is just suggest perhaps quitting his job right now is not the best course of action.
Well, I feel a little better now, getting all this out.
